I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE (im sorry)
ive been in a crazy slump for a while.
I cant seem to make anything so one day i just gave up and made the most random shit.
there was NO thought behind anything no effort on mixing no effort on trying to make a cohesive track.
I just wanted to vent my anger somehow.
fyi, I feel a lot better now.
this whole time ive had an approach or certain way i produced so going forward screw it all.
My way of thinking and workflow limited my imagination and creativity so i want to be as free flowing and nonstandard as i can.
I think i was too worried about cohesion or making everything sound seemless and that it fit.
that just ending up making everything boring.
i want to try just making literally whatever comes out of my head, no matter how nonsensical.
